reasons for an epic suicide- Wednesday 9/27/2006

pushed buttons
open windows
shadows that embrace
ill-shaped torsos
back pocket circles.
silent red brick walls.
Cumulous Christ.
shards of paper on December grass.
unmoving doorknobs.
empty closets
paper towels wafting to the ground.
hands on clocks.
cracked dashboards
Et spiritus sanctum
Elliot Ness
Byzantine poets
rats and roaches
run over cats
dead dogs
stolen cars
bags of linen.
candles in smokey rooms
hot air balloons.
spray painted light bulbs.
harbinger Moons.
Swiss Avenue.
puppy, bunny, cat
South African girls.
shards of Glass.
alienation.
The Kansas Tollway
one armed omens
smiling faces bursting from red darkness.
Black Justice.
black and white photos.
a dozen roses.
Thanksgiving night.
needles and spoons.
thirty six, thirty seven, thirty eight
green eyes.
lotion massages
wax teeth.
Cowboy Jim.
passing notes
rites of passage.
Oprah Winfrey
vagina vagina vagina
tortured mannequins
Cul- De- Sacs.
Pneumonia
Patchouli
guys named Jeff
Black Septembers
Crash Rescue
went calling wildfire
the milk bar
Cervix Couch
touch screen data collection devices.
this sweet child madness
apple cinnamon
U haul Trucks
pornographic videos
Café Brazil
yellow suns
Star Bellied Sneeches
just before words come out
the coming Apocalypse
When Harry Meet Sally
Who Moved My Cheese
Bermuda grass
paper Acid
lung cancer
Magic Valley
the sincerity of strippers.
El Pluribus unim
The Aniki
The Illuminati
North Carolina
blowjobs in the woods
dyed red hair
French maid outfits
blackberry wine
ex husbands
ex wives
electric eels
The code of the Samurai
tears are delightful
cigar burns
sexy Jeeps
un excitement
the gap between them
ball caps
French Canadian Circus
black birds and brown birds
the book in the underwear drawer
the best one night stand ever
werewolf faces
project management.
all you can eat buffets
American Pie
strategic alliances
swimming pool penetration
broken promises
green shirts
family Christmas
Colic babies
wooden floors
Batman costumes
shaving our heads
Highway Sixty Seven
broken security badges
shopping carts and trees
silver heroes
walk in closets
climbing through windows
home networking
boiled Marijuana
conspiracy websites
Jasmine and Lavender
credit card debt
plaid shirts
red tile
horses in fountains
under the freeway
stabbing silent air
1991
flat tire on the highway
madhouse window ledges
female teardrops
all the Heathers
guys names Lyle
a punch in the head
lesbians
Bob Crain movies
tiny arms
eyes that blink
cigarette cherries
dreaming blue turtles
lunches
the wrong kind of boots
back up diskettes
throat cancer
too much lip gloss
dead in a jail cell
thunder stick
fat grams
Molly Mc butter
the Viper
Selective singles
sleep walking short shorts
yellow striped shirts
Jimbo
girls who smoke cigarettes
unkind habits
reasoned betrayal
uniform lockers
too many vaginas
The right of it
The wrong of it
Gun butts
Police chiefs
Pills
Therapists
process servers
fleeting moments
a waisted mouthful
the word goodbye
nothing anyhow poor dear
happy birthdays
swing sets
Ho Che Min
feline windchimes
shitty diapers
the last time in the street
unreturned keys
bamboo poles
a rage that knows no right or wrong
the days
the nights
the weeks
the years
the notions
the dead ones
the happy ones
the cruel ones
the alone ones
the terrible terrible terrible one
sall the moments
all the moments
never coming back.